Workouts, friends and the green top crush

 Workouts, Friends & The Green Top Crush

By: Utkarsh

Hello everyone after a very long time. So, today's blog is based on my recent good start towards working on myself physically. It all started from the inspiration and competing thoughts which arrived in my brain after looking my best friend,  whose name refers to 'the pure water'. 

He, to be very honest, had used his time effectively in the past, worked upon himself and made a masculine physique which hit upon me as, "if he can, why can't I?". So, I made this to work in practical by joining the gymnasium near to our location. Though its small, well enough to start as beginner. 

I didn't joined earlier ever because I have something which can be termed as 'socio-phobia' like I just don't feel normal doing something where crowd is present. My brain thinks like, "Hey Utkarsh, if you are jogging around a park or on the roads and people walking past or the ones standing in their balcony or even some known neighbors, if will see you, how will they react?, As in they may think 'What is he doing' or 'how is he doing' or something similar!". 

These types of thoughts use to stop me from doing slow-motion activities before others. Okay some of you may think, I love cycling though! Yes, its because, cycle keeps on moving, you may increase or decrease the velocity and thus can hid from other's sight, at least that's how my brain works and fools my heart.

So, I made an unexpected event in my life vs time graph by joining gymnasium on November 22, 2021 at around or after 6 pm in the evening of-course not because I want to sleep till late in the morning or something similar which my dad thinks, it was more of because my best friend, my inspiration for the same, use to go at evening.

In that workplace, the first person whom I met was, Abhishek bhaiya. A well shaped masculine figure who looks not too old just that much to be called as bhaiya. I talked to him and said that yes I get uncomfortable when I see lots of people, you know? and he was like you can come between this and this time (Obviously am not going to tell you the time 😎) as there will be handful of people and not much. 

Though the given time didn't matched with that of my friend but I was feeling quiet good as there will be less people which means less distraction, which means less pressure on brain. I joined from the same day!

😏🎃

Now am skipping the daily things there and just coming for why exactly am writing this blog.

So yesterday, its been 14 days, around 2 weeks going to that place where I use to know just 2 people, one my friend and other the instructor, Abhishek bhaiya. I was in the journey with my elbow fixed, doing something I should be doing when a bhaiya made fun of another one as he was at very close proximity of getting hit by the stretch of my hand. 

I just liked that and started smiling on the joke. I asked their name as I just couldn't think of asking anything else at that particular time and got to know, one was Tannay and other one was Falak bhaiya. Even today when I was leaving out from there, I greeted Falak bhaiya as he was late to go inside. Both of them have really good and inspiring physique.

Since few days, am noticing a chubby yet cute girl in the green top and black leggings, who does her workout maybe to get the into shape or maybe to get more active, whatever the reason would be! Though I can't just look at her out of shyness but I think my 8 dimensional imagination with that 1-2 seconds of visuals along with the cornering sight of catching activity means a lot to me to compile and display the complete 'her' when I wish to have a look inside my brain!

She is too much cute, like she is not the alone girl at there but I found her cute there. Along with her, I had a crush on grey top di 😂 until our instructor called her madam and she was explaining him why she forgot her routine exercise which included the word 'maternity-leave'. And that was the point, it triggered in my brain, she is already married. Though for me, I don't find it offensive in any way to still have crush upon her too but then didn't feel right also it would be difficult to focus upon 2 crushes at the same time! Ain't it?

I called Sujal to ask what's her name and he was like, brother, you can check the register. Though I tried, but am confused. I thought of asking her directly but again because of lack of courage, you can say that, I didn't asked it though today, I exchanged sight for like 2 to 6 seconds. Well that was enough to get embarrassed out of nowhere and for no specific reason. Am still is and waiting for the day, I will exchange few words with her.

Also, I am great to know, that working out had reduced my frequent anger energy and had softened it a lot. I don't feel like going loud on anyone now, as I already get exhausted and my body is generating new energy everyday. 

Thank you reading